a hazey dream-like beginning
in a forest, in a hammock
staring up through the trees
so much quick affection
became so dirty
it was all fun and games
and "I'll love you forever"s
late nights spent laughing
mornings spent curled together
mid day sex
and late night adventure time
over ice cream
smiling so fucking hard with you
falling hard for you
once you got me so stoned and I paid such close attention to your smile
you were laughing, and all the while I was enamored
but the sparks that we lit
stalled to fading embers,
still fervor burned under it
and in a few short months
you were trapped in my house
you couldn't get out
cabin fever, got rough
your freedom seemed snuffed
with lost aspirations
and no transportation
we forgot our mutual imagination
you always mishandled my flaws
I always disregarded our fall
it was happening faster than
I could keep up
you were moving on
you'd be moving up
my love stuck deep down
inside my stomach
sick, worrying that
we would never share
our smiles again
I can't pretend
I don't want to kiss you
my insatiable hunger
to survive on your lips alone
but you'd be far from my arms
and you would find a new home
murder me or just don't go
credits
from Murder Me,
released February 14, 2017
written and performed by Matthew Abulencia
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