trying to feign acceptance on the outside
when the reality is killing you inside
lyrics
I put on this front
that I'm happy, I'm not
it just sits in my stomach
tying up my guts with knots
it's like I felt
I could convince you
I'll be fine without you
but it's impossible to convince myself
when every move is a living hell
walking away from what I've held
so closely
I felt you within me
now without you
it's lacking
and I aim to find myself again
but what if he died
when she left him for dead
she's what made him alive
but she's living better off without him instead
so what if he dies
when she leaves him instead
for something that makes her alive
she saw that everything inside him had no worth when it's dead
credits
from Murder Me,
released February 14, 2017
music and vocals by Fervour
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