it seems you loved me more
when I was just your fling
now we're back to the same old thing
spending days away
heavy breathing
quietly thinking you're gone
and then you come around again
you hold my hand like it's the
most important thing and you
caress my face, but as I lean in to kiss
you say we are reaching
unmarked territory
and you pull away
til you fuck me again
and everything's the same
just really wishing it was all the same
the ultimate plan is that you just go away
away into the haze
and the gray matter of my mind
so I only remember you when it rains
or when I have a blade, murder me
our love could be so tame
but burning underneath
we never acknowledged both of our
houses were in flames
and yet you'd be living in mine and my brain
pressing my face into the back of your neck
breathe your scent
taste what you were
forget where you are now
and then you moan for me
you're craving my hands
and I just cannot get away
you want my body
I can't stop me from giving you more, loving you more
and more than we've ever loved anyone before (and more and more and more)
just keep me as your fling
just want to know if it really meant anything
just keep me as nothing
murder me
credits
from Murder Me,
released February 14, 2017
written and performed by Matthew Abulencia
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