all I do
is fight the urge to call you up
to sing you a love song, I wrote for you
cause I want you back
but is that what we need
I think we both know
how lost we would be
cause I've completely lost myself
I've been trying to find him again
but all I can do
is fight the urge to talk to you
it seems all my mind does is think about you
and why am I living my life without you
maybe we were too alike
maybe you were right
why fight it
cause I thought my insecurities would be safe with you
I wanted you to hold them
and I wanted to hold yours too
I remember the last night you slept here
I had cold sweats but you held me anyway
the withdrawl was real
the addiction was sealed
back when "I love you" slipped out of your mouth
in the passenger seat of my car
as I dropped you off at your old house
I hesitated to say "I love you too", you replied "I'm sorry"
don't you ever be sorry.
because I loved you too.
I was just too scared to commit my heart to you then
because deep down I knew
even though I loved you
it might soon just fall through
so now all I do
is I sit and I wait
to forget about you
so I can move
a stone sinking to the bottom of a pool
will I hear from you?
goodbye
my sweet sunshine
I will miss that life
for he has died, goodbye
I'll keep you
in the back of my mind
as time
goes by
murder me murder me
credits
from Murder Me,
released February 14, 2017
written and performed by Matthew Abulencia
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